the barker block: im blind and a few other things

living on the road, right across from a church means i see a lot of neighbors walk by. sometimes i see my sisters. Today... i got home from work at about 6:00pm.... side note: i have this thing where i never use public restrooms. mainly because of some bad social anxieties that i have. for instance, i still have not changed my name on my driver's license. i only grocery shop when jon can come too. in high school, i once was asked by my teacher if i was cold because of the hunched position i was sitting in. And I once had a friend tell me she recognized me on campus because of my speed walk to my car.... but that is another story.) so, i got home at 6:00. and i only had a 15min lunch break so naturally, the first place i was headed, when i got home, was my bathroom. (sorry to share so much detail) before i got there though, i saw my sister walking outside and got excited to say hi.... long story short, i waved and yelled at someone NOT my sister AND i did this with my pants de-belted and unbuttoned. (i only remembered this after the fact) naturally, she looked at me, but continued walking. poor girl was too embarrassed for me.

i should wear glasses. all the time. (that is also another story)

a few other things?
right now, jon is re-welding my muffler securely to my car.
the past little while has been fun.
i got to start up my car to the sound of metal clanking and banging into more metal. then, because one of the belts on my car is loose, a few seconds after all the clanking and banging begins, my car would then begin to violently squeal. leaving campus, and the visit to the gas station were my favorite moments.
i love that car. i really do.

henry also really likes my car.
he ran away the other morning and i was then late for class. I'm lucky he likes car rides so much or else it would be that much tougher to get him back home. I'm just hoping he doesn't catch on to the fact that he gets a car ride every time he runs away...